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Most people see me either as a kid trapped in a grown up’s body or as a Big brother confidant of some sorts,but let me just say that im not one of your Johnny-Come-Lately maybe i dont do much shit in my life this past few days,weeks and months but that doesn’t mean i’m missing on a lot of things call me your average joe but damn sure i won’t just be any john doe.

A lot of times in my life i’ve hit rock bottom,weird enough i was thingking how much deeper and harder can i go?am i liking it,shit no!who would?to be honest it pains me that i dragged some people along the way,did things that they do,yup i’m not all that good deeds but lets not go with the details,but let me take this oppurtunity to extend my apology for the times that i’ve fooled around im really sorry to the ones i hurt,again i’m sorry! for those who hurt me thanks for passing by,to compensate for all the misery i’m going thru alternatives,things that help me divert starts pouring in,its almost as if i’m selling pancakes to a 2 year old tweener,constant fling,smoke and booze,and all that jazz, But you know what,I’ve always believed that people who talked too much are the people who has no idea what’s its like; to experience shit in a day to day basis,people who have no freaking clue what they’re talking about but believe me there’s a good number of people whio made a believer out of me.

For the longest time in my i felt like a loser,its almost as if i’m just counting the days so to speak, people say that sometimes life goes wrong but in my case sometimes seems to be every tick of that stupid clock,pretty stupid.But lo and behold though i’m barely breathing friends just keeps on asking for advice on how to do this and that,why do i seem that credible to them?i may never know,a guy who’se living his as miserable as it is,giving advices,words that may either make or break them,thankfully none of them lead any of my friends astray.

Friends???a word?something were all pretty much acquainted with,backstabbers,stick-arounders,good time friends,or whatever you may call it i’ve had my share,and believe me when i say i cherish each of them,they help me become who i am now,molded me in ways more than one.Kudos to all of you!!!

But i’m a change man now or i’d like to think that i am,trying to see the positive of every shit thrown at me,law of attraction as i’ve always said,and of course Pray it helps.

one year ago

you where just a stranger to me

don’t have a clue

of what my life would be with you

time goes by

moments are filled with laughters and tears

but knowing that you’re here with me

made me feel at ease

day by day life passes by

time seems to turn so quickly

now that i’m used to it

just one favor to ask

Would you to teach me

to live this life without you

can you tell me

how to get on by a single day and carry on

As i walk alone this empty streets

Every steps i make comes this tears

Don’t get me wrong i’m happy for you

But as i walk please tell me

Where would i go

When i need a shoulder to cry on?

Who would i turn to

When i’m down on my knees?

Would you to teach me

to live this life without you

Can you tell me

how to get on by a single day and carry on

I may sound so selfish with the things that i say

and yes i’m sorry if i sound so weak

but one thing will never change

as the time turns the page

I’m just here for you when you need me

I’ll just be waiting

Always remember that i’m just one call away

And as the world is sleeping, i’m still walking

And as the world dreams i’m still thinking

On how to live this life without you for awhile

For i am sure that this chapter is not over

That one day you will be back

and things will be just the way it is

Just the way it is

One day…

a simple composition that turns out to be a real tear jerker,it tells about a certain someone that means a lot to you has to go,somewhere, to chase for their dreams.day by day is a scary day full of adjustments or what not,and since you’ve been pretty much used to having that certain someone around,it almost seems impossible to live,but of course you don’t want that person to see how hard it is for to survive a single day,somehow,someway you pull yourself back together and convince yourself that its just temporary and that someday you’ll be together again just the way it is.

one year ago

you where just a stranger to me

don’t have a clue

of what my life would be with you

time goes by

moments are filled with laughters and tears

but knowing that you’re here with me

made me feel at ease

day by day life passes by

time seems to turn so quickly

now that i’m used to it

just one favor to ask

Would you to teach me

to live this life without you

can you tell me

how to get on by a single day and carry on

As i walk alone this empty streets

Every steps i make comes this tears

Don’t get me wrong i’m happy for you

But as i walk please tell me

Where would i go

When i need a shoulder to cry on?

Who would i turn to

When i’m down on my knees?

Would you to teach me

to live this life without you

Can you tell me

how to get on by a single day and carry on

I may sound so selfish with the things that i say

and yes i’m sorry if i sound so weak

but one thing will never change

as the time turns the page

I’m just here for you when you need me

I’ll just be waiting

Always remember that i’m just one call away

And as the world is sleeping, i’m still walking

And as the world dreams i’m still thinking

On how to live this life without you for awhile

For i am sure that this chapter is not over

That one day you will be back

and things will be just the way it is

Just the way it is

One day…

a simple composition that turns out to be a real tear jerker,it tells about a certain someone that means a lot to you has to go,somewhere, to chase for their dreams.day by day is a scary day full of adjustments or what not,and since you’ve been pretty much used to having that certain someone around,it almost seems impossible to live,but of course you don’t want that person to see how hard it is for to survive a single day,somehow,someway you pull yourself back together and convince yourself that its just temporary and that someday you’ll be together again just the way it is.

well,well,well anybody have watched HappyFeet? i did and it was good!!!for the record this is not a movie review!!!!

In the great nation of Emperor Penguins, deep in Antarctica, you’re nobody unless you can sing–which is unfortunate for Mumble, who is the worst singer in the world. He is born dancing to his own tune–tap dancing. Though Mumble’s mom, Norma Jean, thinks this little habit is cute, his dad, Memphis, says it “just ain’t penguin.” Besides, they both know that, without a Heartsong, Mumble may never find true love. As fate would have it, his one friend, Gloria, happens to be the best singer around. Mumble and Gloria have a connection from the moment they hatch, but she struggles with his strange “hippity- hoppity” ways. Mumble is just too different–especially for Noah the Elder, the stern leader of Emperor Land, who ultimately casts him out of the community. Away from home for the first time, Mumble meets a posse of decidedly un-Emperor-like penguins–the Adelie Amigos. Led by Ramon, the Adelies instantly embrace Mumble’s cool dance moves and invite him to party with them. In Adelie Land, Mumble seeks the counsel of Lovelace the Guru, a crazy-feathered Rockhopper penguin who will answer any of life’s questions for the price of a pebble. Together with Lovelace and the Amigos, Mumble sets out across vast landscapes and, after some epic encounters, proves that by being true to yourself, you can make all the difference in the world. ref…yahoo movies

sounds interesting right???if you’ll just look at the settings of the movies seems to be just an ordinary kiddie/family film that every kid and kid at heart will surely love…but come to think of it…can you relate to mumble born clueless of whats your worth and why are you different from everybody???why can they do something so good like an in-born talent,and try as you might you cant even get close to what they’re doing,how frustrating right?…but hey your good at something else they cant do tap-dancing or whatever is your talent is???but sadly no one appreciates it,with the exception to your parents ofcourse…you look for a "safe-place" where you can do the things you want,where the so-called "know-it-alls"wont be able to see you…

does mumble makes you think of how are things goin on with your life with all the obstacles and being isolated by some people???well to me he does…i wont go into detail about it…but i hope i will be able to change not the world,thats aiming to high,not even my barangay for crying out-loud…i hope i will be able to change my life for the better,my family,for the people whose close to my heart,i hope that life will be kind to me,i hope i will be able to know my worth and be able to achieve my goals,plans or what not,i also hope that people who always sees the negative things in me will finally see a different said of me or as mumble puts it maybe i can appeal to they’re better nature…not trying to please everybody,thats not possible i know that for sure…maybe i’m just day dreaming or wishful thingking…but who are we to know right??i know for sure someday i’ll be able to do my happy feet with someone special..good thing i have my amigos with me….CHEERS to you all!!!