my fair share
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Most people see me either as a kid trapped in a grown up’s body or as a Big brother confidant of some sorts,but let me just say that im not one of your Johnny-Come-Lately maybe i dont do much shit in my life this past few days,weeks and months but that doesn’t mean i’m missing on a lot of things call me your average joe but damn sure i won’t just be any john doe.
A lot of times in my life i’ve hit rock bottom,weird enough i was thingking how much deeper and harder can i go?am i liking it,shit no!who would?to be honest it pains me that i dragged some people along the way,did things that they do,yup i’m not all that good deeds but lets not go with the details,but let me take this oppurtunity to extend my apology for the times that i’ve fooled around im really sorry to the ones i hurt,again i’m sorry! for those who hurt me thanks for passing by,to compensate for all the misery i’m going thru alternatives,things that help me divert starts pouring in,its almost as if i’m selling pancakes to a 2 year old tweener,constant fling,smoke and booze,and all that jazz, But you know what,I’ve always believed that people who talked too much are the people who has no idea what’s its like; to experience shit in a day to day basis,people who have no freaking clue what they’re talking about but believe me there’s a good number of people whio made a believer out of me.
For the longest time in my i felt like a loser,its almost as if i’m just counting the days so to speak, people say that sometimes life goes wrong but in my case sometimes seems to be every tick of that stupid clock,pretty stupid.But lo and behold though i’m barely breathing friends just keeps on asking for advice on how to do this and that,why do i seem that credible to them?i may never know,a guy who’se living his as miserable as it is,giving advices,words that may either make or break them,thankfully none of them lead any of my friends astray.
Friends???a word?something were all pretty much acquainted with,backstabbers,stick-arounders,good time friends,or whatever you may call it i’ve had my share,and believe me when i say i cherish each of them,they help me become who i am now,molded me in ways more than one.Kudos to all of you!!!
But i’m a change man now or i’d like to think that i am,trying to see the positive of every shit thrown at me,law of attraction as i’ve always said,and of course Pray it helps.
